Let me not Burn
09/11/2008 - 11:18 p.m.
In windows where Your light just seems to chase me I'm lost watching and embracing all these wasted dreams... all these wicked lies that encamp me and still I peer right thru to get to You and behold I lay stained forgotten a girl graced with madness and institutionalized with mere thoughts such as knives and blood and hunger and pain more and more each day. I pray for something different, my redemption feels miles away yet I continue to believe and to pray. Make me Lord this new creation and cover my mind with wild Love for You for I'm so weary here and so many times I gasp for breath and wonder if You've just saved me all over again... I tell You a truth I cannot let you leave me behind in this unscriptual place where I lay raped and beaten where I cannot belong and You have to wonder Has she gone mad Has she a soul to unite with, I cry out in darkness and bid light to drain me of these cries Oh wash me till I bleed and cause us to collide when You return for I cannot bare to burn...