The Truth... Even bout' Me
02/03/2009 - 11:24 p.m.
A Constant Carasousel of lies is how we lie... so careful so distant so dreamingly persistant to make you see how very life-like a dream like a heart really beats... Oh Holy Mess I've just singlehandeledly derived. Allow me to explain as I rip my mask right off still alive... You'd see my heart gathering slowly the peices they had lost and my soul though withering and weary is wandering back home and Oh my God Beyond me if you could feel my pain that rips every aching breathe that I take you'd save me anywayz... I'm in love only with forever with words that mean I love you... I'm in love with forgiveness even If I fail to follow it's solo... What I know is forever My Lord, Christ died for us all a wretched evil death and I, like so many, stood by and let him die... but now the webs have been torn away and I see more clearly Forgive me God... Forgive me world... I have sinned against you!! All and yet you may doubt and scorn me I feel so sorry... Mourn has crept inside of me and I must mourn so please understand whatever you understand about me Christ comes before me!!! My parts drift away fragments twitching into time as I work to comprehend my very own universe.... What if tomorro never arrived..shall I be here dying to live and living to die... Oh God if only my girls could be yours I'd be statisfied... The Bible...So harsh true So misUnderstood... YET So True!! Luv Ya All Siempre!!