Read my Tears
04/19/2009 - 12:47 a.m.
People pass right thru me, their words drift by and my mind is away... My heart smothers all the pain I've known, with passion it strangles every hope I have to waltz into a world of forgiveness and mercy... How long shall my tongue hold prayer a hostage will it someday unleash the power it so desperately seeks...Oh God chase my wickedness goodbye and Let me be loved again never torn from Your Truth... Awaken what's left inside me and create in my spirit a constant yearning to worship everything You are... Forget these flaws that haunt me forget my faltered choices I so carelessly live out loud... Forget how I forget You when my heart is breaking all the time Lord help me pave the path before me with trails of hope love faith kindness with everything from You things I should've known better to forget... All I think about is this stage I'm always on performing my victim dance and the unworthiness I've become but when I look at You I fall before Your thrown with tears I know You've never seen...tears with words upon them..they say I'm so sorry for my wretched sins Have I lost my mind to sin against You..they read... "Father I'm a sinner of the worst degree, but if You could only love me forgive me I just know I'd be set free" These tears say I'm so thankful I know Your Words Alive, now my only dream is to live my life in service a soldiers helpless cry. iwth each drop they sadly spill my woes... Like how I hope I rise above the darkness that swarms to kill me, about how Your light always makes these dark clouds get behind me and my lips quickly smile for out of everything I want You are all I see! Take these tears and have Your way with them!